Riding An Unruly Horse


Here's the design of the future studio. At this point in time it seems distant into the future. you have been playing horde to fatigue from cleaning as well as packing as well as roving the romantic equine of doubt as well as angst as you get ready to move tomorrow. you am land upon for the ride, watching the becoming different turf as you fly over any boulder as well as tree root of my imaginings. Sometimes you am sliding down one side or the other of this uncontrolled horse. you have mislaid my hat as well as culture long ago. you am definitely getting the work out. And it is the perfect event to knowledge impermanence during the tummy level. A small word has stuck in my head from the blog you came across yesterday called Appropriate Response. "This is what it feels similar to to be human." So you have been feeling this raw, humanness or as Ezra Bayda calls it "the uncomfortable shiver of being".

It is so interesting to watch the machinations of the mind, throwing up all kinds of worries as well as fears, expectations not met, schedules not kept. And it reminds me which when you tie the hopes as well as dreams to outmost things you are firm for disappointment. you need to clarity this over as well as over. These are the things you am working with as you hope for for the relocating lorry to arrive tomorrow. The thoughts loves to weave the big story which this is the culmination of the year's adventure of relocating as well as traveling as well as relocating. It likes to have the big, frightful 3D movie. It is the master during making "what is" into some-more than that.

I watch my inclination to wish to retreat, maybe hurl up into the small pill bug upon the couch, to censor from all this. Overwhelm threatens to take the upper palm as well as afterwards you recollect to only do the next thing which needs to be done. Wrap which glass, purify the stove bu! rners. And so the day unfolds.

I comprehend you will miss this beautiful alighting mark upon the island with the extraordinary ocean as well as island views, the copious garden only outward the door. It has been the great crony to us. you need to recollect to feel gratitude, instead of only the clarity of loss. The two can coexist in the same breath.

And the brand brand new home is ready as well as waiting for us. A Tibetan teacher you know came as well as achieved the purification rite upon Saturday. The sun came out from at the back of the clouds as well as graced us with unseasonably comfortable temperatures. He chanted from the Tibetan text, travel any room as well as the fringe of the house with incense as well as finally you hung the little prayer flags which had come from Tibet as well as had been sanctified during the Green Tara Sand Mandala Ceremony hold upon the island in July. Yesterday friends came from the big island as well as helped us move the little things as well as travel the brand brand new skill with us.

Last night there was the torrential downpour, finish with energy outage. Today the sky was blue, the sun comfortable as well as the parting sunset over the ocean as well as hills magnificent. Such is life as the human.

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